I don’t feel like this anymore! I feel creative again!: Twisting through your complex sideways triangle places, filling gaps with your expectations, endless markings and notes for the elitist settling, one boss for another but never so in control, my piles and lists, files and wishful thinking, longing-narrowing my focus to ignore the big picture, putting sanity and whole-ness aside for the future me. Creation of nothing things, my long list growing. I’m not so exempt from frustration places.